Are people literally searching these terms the most?

...but I can't remember back that far.

 
Last night four women came to my home and brought brave ideas to help me work towards remembering a way of being that I've never actually known.  I woke up sick to my stomach with the smell of cornish hen dishes covering every surface.  This is why party dishes should be done in the night.  I woke up sick to my heart that I missed out on this much of Diana until she's getting ready to leave. 







Notes from husband/wife banter:

Moment certainty/un
certainty at least about what you need to deconstruct
not a matter of when/age/a cycle for all
I feel competitive
you feel impatient
I don't feel like I'm doing anything
when you were on a prescribed path
map or list about what I need to see happen?
nothing matters-- like a road trip?
I might impose
your work will be to relax
draw
have a visceral sense but I don't have words for it
you can only go in one direction
all the tasks
so slow
How do you not look back?
I don't have time.
you can do everything but you can't do everything at once?
practicing your craft
If you
Hate?
If you set out to do something
Fulfilling it
Imaginary things which are pleasant to behold
Fulfilling me
Once you do it, it's done, over
what it was is much more interesting than what it is
attitude-- perception?
shifting perception?
deep time.
what to discover
Before I came to Chicago I had none of these pauses
how do you bring it to the surface?
it's all underground
unless you're confident?
I think you can relax
frontline: a class divided: watch the program | PBS
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This is one of the most requested programs in FRONTLINE's history. It is about an Iowa schoolteacher who, the day after Martin Luther King Jr. was murdered in 1968, gave her third-grade students a first-hand experience in the meaning of discrimination. This is the story of what she taught the children, and the impact that lesson had on their lives.
Watch this 46:00 program here in five consecutive chapters.

Van Gogh letters available online


This is AMAZING.  See the newly translated and digitally-available letters of Vincent Van Gogh, courtesy of the Van Gogh Museum Amsterdam.

What is GOOGLE WAVE?

I can't understand really and the looooong video is bothering me.... ... ... :)

Google Wave - Communicate and collaborate in real time
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YouTube - ArtInstituteChicago's Channel
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I wish I could embed this video I made of a recent program, but it's not an option for some reason.  This is 5.5 hours of collaborative paper rangoli making on Diwali.

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PREFACE
I quietly told Ada's mom a few weeks ago that I would be leaving.  She's barely 5 and we've had a special connection that goes back to before she could speak, so I thought they might want to take some time to talk about it at home.

SCENE 1: Mini Masters (ages 3-5): What Kinds of Lines?

Me (to the class): Alright, so we see two lines, maybe three even-- if you count the edge between them, and we think maybe they're about feeling something because they're not very straight, there's some squiggly-ness.  If these lines are about feeling something, what could the feelings be?

Ada: One is happy and one is sad.

Me: Okay, which is happy and which is sad?

Ada:  The reddish one is happy, but the gray is sad.

Me (to the class):  What do other kids think?

Class: (could be) (shrug)

Me: Can people feel two feelings at one time?  What's something that happens where you might feel two different feelings?

Ada: Like if you love someone but they're going away.

Me: That's right, if you love someone, that's a happy feeling, but if they're about to go away, you feel sad already thinking of how you'll miss them soon.

Ada:  I feel that way now.


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Me:  Mmm-hmm, me too.

So, can we be sure that this artist was making a painting about feelings?  Why not?
The fun thing about art is that even if we don't know what the artist meant, our ideas are still good because only we can have them...


SCENE 2: In the studio

Ada:  I made you a present

Me (looking at the cover):  Oh, what a nice surprise.  Something you should know is that sometimes grown-ups cry when something nice happens.  I just want to let you know about that in case I feel that happy while I'm looking at your beautiful book.


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download the book here.


Oh blog, I'm sorry I've been neglecting you.  Truly, it's not you, it's me.  Isn't this always the way things go?  A new relationship is so exciting, I was paying you so much attention, and then I don't know... the novelty wore off and look at me, just leaving you all alone in cyberpedegogyspace.

Of course you're much more than a novelty, I didn't mean to suggest--

I don't want to promise anything right now, I'm really at a transitional point, but I think the important thing is that we're having this conversation--

Of course I still love you, that's not it at all--

No, you're not fat!
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